Due to to the explicit nature of this post, I have no choice but to label this with a giant TRIGGER WARNING, state that I do NOT condone BREAKING THE LAW in any way, shape or form or bringing HARM TO ANY NON-CONSENTING PERSONS OR ANIMALS. Nor am I promoting ILLEGAL SUBSTANCE USE, RECKLESS or SELF-INJURIOUS BEHAVIOR.
THE GRADES OF THE A.’.A.’. AND REFERENCE TO THELEMA ARE ONLY USED HERE FOR REFERENCE TO THE SPHERES/PATHWORKING AND NOT MEANT TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH THE BEHAVIORS, SUBSTANCES, OR TENDENCIES LISTED BELOW.
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The paraphilias listed correspond to the ego qualities of each shell, not good nor bad in and of themselves. Ego wants stem from ego fears, and ego fears stem from ego wants. As I’ve referenced before in other posts, the shells need nourishment to protect the spheres, but when they are over nourished, they become fortresses characterized by ego fears. Most of the time we know what we need to do to reset this balance. But there is a belief rampant among mystics in Thelema that preach egolessness, causing confusion as to whether all nourishment of the ego is negative. When the ego is under or overnourished, the individual begins acquiring negative karma.
“Feeling at peace, however fragily, made it easy to slip into the visionary end of the dark-sight. The rose shadows said that they loved the sun, but that they also loved the dark, where their roots grew through the lightless mystery of the earth. The roses said, ‘You do not have to choose.”
Now that you have read this full disclaimer and intro here is the actual PDF: Trigger Warning